My Life in a nutshell

 Being Sexy  Is a chore, one that I abhor The worst part of my job Is not looking like a slob. I would rather wear,  A jump suit fair and square, Looking like a fighter, Black and white desires. I am who I am, I love that I can, Dress up sexy, wear my sweats, look a slob, But also be the desire of your dreams. I am a powerful force,  You taste me and of course, I would destroy your life, If it would end my strife. Unless you pay my bills, Or at least help me feel, then you would have no say, in why I live this way. -Madi-

 Moments They hurt Deep pain An ache The yearning More pain The burning The purging The dark The fall. Moments Sweet hugs Small hands Warmth Softness Purity . Moments Black Falling Nothing Fear . Moments The painfulness  The fear Denial Medical .... I need the moments Because I am dying AND No-one is listening. -Madi-